I'm losing power because of my death fear... Help

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Hi guys,

I need your help... I know I can find here experienced guys who made it through though moments.

Few months ago I found someone died unexpectedly and from that day I started to google health deaths, regarding to heart and any other unexpected, shocking deaths. From that day I felt discouraged, and from that day I was seeing how I think about death and how I was afraid of something bad to happen to me or my family.

I won't lose your time anymore with this, I just can say it just stops me from doing something big. I did it before and I know I can do it, however I'm stopped by this fear to build anything profitable because I'm afraid of what something bad will happen.

I could earn huge money like I did 1 year ago but after I read about these stupid things I'm powerless to build or do anything.

I had days/weeks when it wasn't that bad, it wasn't that obssesive. However, it's still there, if I happen to read or some event on tv and web I'm instantly sad and think. It lasts few hours/days but sometimes can be mild for weeks (all this thing is kinda mild, I don't think about it 24/7 for weeks but I have it in my mind and the fear stops me to do something great).

Basically, I'm powerless. I can't find the power to defeat this fear.

I sound like a noob, like a pussy, like a baby, like a stupid...

I post this here because WF is the single community in this industry with great and smart guys.

Thanks a lot

edit: I'm 18 years old and this fear is frustrating, it doesn't let me do anything.
 
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Remember the time before you were born? That is what being dead is like. You'll have no concept of self nor time. In the meantime, make as much money as possible and live life to the fullest.
 
bluechinagroup said:
Remember the time before you were born? That is what being dead is like. You'll have no concept of self nor time. In the meantime, make as much money as possible and live life to the fullest.
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New age Alan Watts wisdom right here
 
You basically have a phobia of dying (Thanatophobia).

You need to find a therapist, I can help you find a good one if you don't know where to look.
 
AdamC said:
Do some good drugs.
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OP can start by smoking some Salvia 10x. It's legal in most jurisdictions, and allows the user to experience the loss of self at the right dosage. You will have no concept of time as well. The experience lasts about 15 minutes, and it is quite surreal to put it mildly.

I advise reading some trip reports online before you do it. Always have a sitter present. This isn't a party drug, please respect it and research it carefully.

Many people report an after glow that kills their anxiety and/or depression once they finish their trip too.

martini said:
AdamC: not good for health. Can provoke heart problems... I know because I've read about it
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What are you talking about? That depends on the drug. Certainly not cannabis nor salvia. If you were talking about cocaine, I'd agree with you. But you made a very generalized statement about ALL drugs that simply isn't true. It sounds like you need to educate yourself more about this.
 
martini said:
Hi guys,

I need your help... I know I can find here experienced guys who made it through though moments.

Few months ago I found someone died unexpectedly and from that day I started to google health deaths, regarding to heart and any other unexpected, shocking deaths. From that day I felt discouraged, and from that day I was seeing how I think about death and how I was afraid of something bad to happen to me or my family.

I won't lose your time anymore with this, I just can say it just stops me from doing something big. I did it before and I know I can do it, however I'm stopped by this fear to build anything profitable because I'm afraid of what something bad will happen.

I could earn huge money like I did 1 year ago but after I read about these stupid things I'm powerless to build or do anything.

I had days/weeks when it wasn't that bad, it wasn't that obssesive. However, it's still there, if I happen to read or some event on tv and web I'm instantly sad and think. It lasts few hours/days but sometimes can be mild for weeks (all this thing is kinda mild, I don't think about it 24/7 for weeks but I have it in my mind and the fear stops me to do something great).

Basically, I'm powerless. I can't find the power to defeat this fear.

I sound like a noob, like a pussy, like a baby, like a stupid...

I post this here because WF is the single community in this industry with great and smart guys.

Thanks a lot

edit: I'm 18 years old and this fear is frustrating, it doesn't let me do anything.
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Quit worrying ! Just focus your mind on the positives in your life. Things like this that are out of your control are not worth worrying about.
 
Don't worry dude. I had pretty bad health anxiety for 2 years which really messed me up physically and mentally. I was in constant fear that there was something wrong with me and that I was going to die. I lost a shit ton of weight because I had too much anxiety to eat properly, my lowest weight was 127lbs (my weight now is a normal 170lbs). It got so bad I had to be put on antianxiety and antidepressants. Despite what people say about meds, it really let me calm the fuck down and get back to feeling normal. I went through a lot of negative and painful emotions, but I feel the whole ordeal made me wiser about life in general.

You know one thing I would recommend doing is helping out other people. You'd be suprised just how empowering and good it can feel. Helping others in any way, whether its doing charity work or just lending a hand whenether you can will do wonders to your health, both mental and physical. Also social sports are great. Make sure it's not solitary.

You're only 18, this kind of thing is part of growing up and life in general. Just keep going and take it easy :)

P.S. Don't do drugs. I did some amphetamines before and while most people are fine with it, for those prone to anxiety disorders it's not a good idea. I remember getting my first ever panic attack after the second time I did what I thought to be mdma.
 
You can and most likely will stay afraid of death and spend your whole life running away from it in one form or another. Sure you might numb the fear with some "therapy" or most likely prescription medications...

OR you can listen to "experienced guys".....and take a plunge and experience an ego death. You will see what is left when you die. It is good news. ;)

The choice is yours.
 
King. said:
P.S. Don't do drugs. I did some amphetamines before and while most people are fine with it, for those prone to anxiety disorders it's not a good idea. I remember getting my first ever panic attack after the second time I did what I thought to be mdma.
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You have no experience with "good drugs".

When you were 127lbs you should've smoked some cannabis. It would have helped with an appetite, calmed your nerves, given you a nice sleep.
 
I used to be afraid of death as well.

To concur my fear I've decided to see how it is to be dead. I asked my friends to cool my body down as much as possible and then I put myself into the coffin. My friends then lowered the coffin into the 5 feet grave.

After 5 minutes I panicked, pissing myself and crying like a little bitch in the process.

Now I'm afraid of death more than ever before.
 
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imo you are actually close to the truth. You're gonna die. I'm gonna die. Some great people we all know are now dead. Not to worry

Work = life. Even if you give a lot away to charity, don't give up on work.

Keep busy
 
Get a health checkup. If doctor says that you are fine and you dont have any reason to worry about sudden death then you are fine. You are only 18 years old. If your point is "sudden death bcoz of no reason" then it should be happening to less than 0.01% people.
Right? Think about it. Why will you come in 0.01% people? Even if u come then you should start worrying 0.01% lesser.
Logically problem solved?
 
Fatbat said:
Where'd all these 1 post wonders come from?
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