I'm losing power because of my death fear... Help

OP can start by smoking some Salvia 10x. It's legal in most jurisdictions, and allows the user to experience the loss of self at the right dosage.......

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Watch out lol
 


When Gautama Siddharta discovered death, basically saw a dead person, he was shocked so much that left his kingdom and 500 young wives, left everything and went to search for a meaning of life. And then he reached enlightenment and became Buddha.

So it's a good starting point for you, congrats man!
 
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That's why I said "always have a sitter present" in my post. Salvia is not safe to do on your own because you can seriously injure yourself.

As long as you have someone watching you, it's perfectly safe to use. It doesn't cause any long term damage. It's on the same category as cannabis when it comes to being a safe drug to consume.
 
Sri Ramana Maharshi's Enlightenment, July 17 1896 (Triggered by fear of death)

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This is a first person account by Ramana of his enlightenment: “One day I was alone in the first floor of my uncle’s house. I was in my usual state of health. But a sudden and unmistakable fear of death seized me. I felt I was going to die. Why I should have so felt cannot now be explained by anything else in the body. I did not however trouble myself to discover if the fear was well grounded. I did not care to consult doctors or elders or even friends. I felt I had to solve the problem myself then and there.

“The actual inquiry and discovery of ‘Who am I?’ was over on the very first day, after a short time. Instinctively I held my breath and began to dive inward with my inquiry into my own nature … I stretched myself like a corpse and it seemed to me that my body had actually become rigid—‘I’ was not dead—‘I’ was, on the other hand conscious of being alive, in existence. So the question arose in me, “What was this ‘I’?” I felt that it was a force or current working, despite the rigidity or activity of the body, though existing in connection with it. It was that current or force or center that constituted my personality, that kept me acting, moving, etc. The fear of death dropped off. I was absorbed in the contemplation of that current. So further development or activity was issuing from the new life and not from any fear.”

What happened after this was narrated by Ramana to Narashima Swami.

“That changed my mental attitude and habits. I had formerly some preferences and aversions. All these dropped off and all food was swallowed with equal indifference. I would put up with every burden imposed on me at home, every slight at my expense by the boys. Studies and duties became a matter of utter indifference and I was going through studies turning over pages mechanically.”

After his enlightenment, there was no change in the state of Ramana’s steady Self-abidance.
 
I wouldn't recommend smoking salvia OP. I would recommend ayahuasca or maybe some fungi if you are not familiar with such medicines.
There was an interesting study done of giving fungi to cancer patients to also help them get over the fear of death. It was overwhelmingly positive.
https://www.maps.org/media/view/how_psychedelic_drugs_can_help_patients_face_death/

*Salivia is not meant to be smoked either way...if you do it chew fresh leaves or ingest a tincture orally like the natives. In the Mazatec culture in Mexico where Salvia is sacred, they never ever smoke it. Been like that since the beginning.

OP can start by smoking some Salvia 10x. It's legal in most jurisdictions, and allows the user to experience the loss of self at the right dosage. You will have no concept of time as well. The experience lasts about 15 minutes, and it is quite surreal to put it mildly.

I advise reading some trip reports online before you do it. Always have a sitter present. This isn't a party drug, please respect it and research it carefully.

Many people report an after glow that kills their anxiety and/or depression once they finish their trip too.
 
This is not your only problem, This is now a days a common problem among teens as sudden deaths are so common now days. When death is no unreasonable one starts fearing about him/herself. You have got all the supporting and valuable advice from all the helpful members of this community.

Remember fear is the only cause that stops you from becoming popular or that will stop you from doing something big.

Every body has his day, but it doesnt mean that you start thinking of that day. It will come for sure and nobody can stop that day. It will not knock your door.So its sure. So when some thing is so sure why spend/waste time thinking of it that gives you nothing but only fear.

Do some good deeds so that you will be always remembered.
 
Get you a nice young girl with steady tits and ask her if you can use your tongue on it a little and let me know if that does not make you forget your fear of dying.

Death is an over-rated experience, as you'll not be around to debate the finality or how it occurred.

Going to heaven or hell are props created by clever motherfuckers, to rule the dumb asses called humans.

You need to start living and stop worrying about what's beyond your control. Try sky diving and see if that does not give you a different take on life in general.

Everything is an illusion, for those that know what I mean.
 
"A fear of death comes directly from a fear of life. He is not afraid to live in every moment, is not afraid to die in every moment." - Paraphrasing Twain.

The solution is to get off your arse and do everything you're afraid of missing out on.
 
Death is nothing at all.
I have only slipped away to the next room.
I am I and you are you.
Whatever we were to each other,
That, we still are.
 
First you need to get honest with yourself. Reading about people dying is not your issue. Look at Stephen King...that fucker writes about people killing and dying, but he seems relatively content.

If your post was serious and that was your reply...well fuck.
I need to stop reading about people that died...

incredible.

Thanks for the great advice guys.
 
Yeah, as others before me have said, I would strongly recommend seeing a doctor and potentially a therapist. No reason to waste the life that you do have focusing on what's going to happen when it ends. At this point, that should be your main worry.