that just means it was good shit broham
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Have you ever done MDMA/Ecstasy?
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that just means it was good shit broham
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Yes and yes. The drug alone didn't change me, though the first time on good E is a truly mind blowing experience, the entire scene helped define me. The raving era through the 90s and into the early 2000s was some of the best times of my life. Met a lot of great people some of whom I'm still friends with today. Discovered a lot of great music. Had a lot of fun.
I do still dabble from time to time if I know the shit is good, sometime it's just MDA around these parts, but unfortunately it's often complete crap. A lot of kids these days that think they know what ecstasy is all about have no clue because they've never had any despite having supposedly taken it many times. Several people have died back home in Vancouver in the last couple of years from shit E. It's a sad state of affairs really. If you decide to give it a go make sure you trust your source and get first hand accounts from friends that have actually tried it. If you try it, be safe and have fun!
First time was amazing, took it at a rave - it's the best high feeling I've ever experienced. Second time it gave me a 5 hour panic attack, which happened again a few months later. Don't know why but obviously didn't take it again.
In regards to if it changed you, that's actually very interesting because I definitely changed since taking the pills, but I don't know if it was because of them. Before I took mdma I was pretty stubborn and comfortable with my own ideas about the world and life - after I began to feel more empathetic towards others and more easily upset and depressed about sad shit, whereas before I never gave a fuck about anything and anyone. This sounds like a good change but it really messed me up for a while (I'm only now starting to feel 'normal' again) I really don't know if it was mdma doing some shit to my brain or this is just me growing up.
In regards to if it changed you, that's actually very interesting because I definitely changed since taking the pills, but I don't know if it was because of them. Before I took mdma I was pretty stubborn and comfortable with my own ideas about the world and life - after I began to feel more empathetic towards others and more easily upset and depressed about sad shit, whereas before I never gave a fuck about anything and anyone. This sounds like a good change but it really messed me up for a while (I'm only now starting to feel 'normal' again) I really don't know if it was mdma doing some shit to my brain or this is just me growing up.
I used to be a raver back in the mid 90s. Acid & xtc almost every weekend for a couple of years. It was back before chicks wore lingerie though... I was all about the JNCOs & HookUps.
I would say the acid probably opened my mind more than anything, but the major change would be that my memory is now fucked and I feel like I lost a few IQ points. It was a lot of fun though.
I would say the acid probably opened my mind more than anything, but the major change would be that my memory is now fucked and I feel like I lost a few IQ points. It was a lot of fun though.
I had unmetered access to mushrooms for about 2 years and between that, pot, and LSD, I must have tripped 100's of times. And my experience is like yours. Flashbacks early on. Severe existential anxiety (what is reality, how does anything exist), hyperawareness, lots of spiritual questions. In the end, it was the worst and best thing to ever happen to me. I"m a far better person because of it. But as far as negative effects go, my memory is a lot worse and I have a hard time finding my words. I think my personality is dulled as well, but I think that's a good thing. I think it results from me being less detached to dumb shit. I just care less, so I get less extreme emotional reactions.
I only did it a few times, but it was the shit. I remember the last time I did it with my girlfriend (now my wife) I waited like 1 1/2 hours and it never kicked in. I took a couple more, waited a while still didn't feel anything so I ended up taking like 8, waited some more and didn't feel anything. My wife only took two I think. I ended up going to sleep because it was late and that shit woke me up in the middle of the night like a mother fucker just slapped the shit outta me with a fucking high stick. It was weird as hell waking up high as fuck, but once I realized shit was sounding funny (I was high) I woke my wife up and she was high too. Ended up being a crazy night - just us two high as Giraffe pussy. Great night!
Multiple times. Mind opening experience, especially when youre just chillin with friends and smoking weed instead of a rave or whatever (although thats fun too... too old for that shit now)
Definitely slowed down my rate of intake to almost never, but if its around... ima pop it.
Definitely slowed down my rate of intake to almost never, but if its around... ima pop it.
I haven't touched anything apart from weed in a long time but MD was awesome.
I remember one time I went out with a mate on MD for a dubstep night and they get in some extremely intense bass speakers for this night. We both drop too much before we got in (about 220mg each and neither of us had touched it in a while), when I was in there I couldn't fucking breath because the bass was so insane, it literally disrupted my chest in some way.
Anyway, my buddy wasn't feeling to good so I head to the toilets with him. There are people in the stalls already so we're just standing there waiting. Both of our jaws rattling, our eyes like anime characters when all of a sudden he just projectile spews all down my fucking top. We decided that was probably the best time to leave.
There was another time we went out in the same city, there was about 8 of us but only 3 of us dropping. The same friend from the last story was absolutely gubbered again (Sudden Clarity Clarence looks like a spitting image of him when hes mangled) and I mean really mangled. It was hard enough getting him TO places nevermind getting turned down at every single place because it was obvious he was totalled. After a while of searching the one place that would let us in was a strip club. In the end we basically paid halfs to sit opposite each other while two bitches went between giving us lapdances and licking each other out - his lost, slevering, sweaty chattering face was absolutely priceless.
As for permanently changing me? Yes. I think everybody changes slightly once they have felt that intense euphoria. The first time you realize how good your body can truly make you feel it opens your eyes a bit.
Another thing I found was when we used to do it all the time, everybody was open with each other. You could sit with a group of random people all night and become the best of friends, discussing all your innermost thoughts. After I stopped taking stuff all the time I had to re-evaluate what the appropriate way to act/talk in certain situations is instead of just being open about everything.
I remember one time I went out with a mate on MD for a dubstep night and they get in some extremely intense bass speakers for this night. We both drop too much before we got in (about 220mg each and neither of us had touched it in a while), when I was in there I couldn't fucking breath because the bass was so insane, it literally disrupted my chest in some way.
Anyway, my buddy wasn't feeling to good so I head to the toilets with him. There are people in the stalls already so we're just standing there waiting. Both of our jaws rattling, our eyes like anime characters when all of a sudden he just projectile spews all down my fucking top. We decided that was probably the best time to leave.
There was another time we went out in the same city, there was about 8 of us but only 3 of us dropping. The same friend from the last story was absolutely gubbered again (Sudden Clarity Clarence looks like a spitting image of him when hes mangled) and I mean really mangled. It was hard enough getting him TO places nevermind getting turned down at every single place because it was obvious he was totalled. After a while of searching the one place that would let us in was a strip club. In the end we basically paid halfs to sit opposite each other while two bitches went between giving us lapdances and licking each other out - his lost, slevering, sweaty chattering face was absolutely priceless.
As for permanently changing me? Yes. I think everybody changes slightly once they have felt that intense euphoria. The first time you realize how good your body can truly make you feel it opens your eyes a bit.
Another thing I found was when we used to do it all the time, everybody was open with each other. You could sit with a group of random people all night and become the best of friends, discussing all your innermost thoughts. After I stopped taking stuff all the time I had to re-evaluate what the appropriate way to act/talk in certain situations is instead of just being open about everything.
Yea, no kidding. When I think back on the times I rolled, I always remember how enthusiastic as I was when I was asking everybody "What's your name? Where you from?" I must have uttered that phrase hundreds of times per night, like a broken record.
"I just feel so fucking good, maaaaan"
THen the next 4 hours so are you looking at this complete stranger with super glossy skin with disgust. Wondering how on good greens earth did you click that well with him/her a few hours back...
Hanging out with "druggies" is only ok when you're high
This movie started it all ha ha...
[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyo-9WqOPoU]Human Traffic Star Wars - YouTube[/ame]
[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyo-9WqOPoU]Human Traffic Star Wars - YouTube[/ame]
Haha so true.
As the sun comes up, everyone starts looking grey and sick, moping around with their eyes rolled back in their heads. The hot dancing chick you've been checking out at all night starts looking more like a streetwalker than anything else.
I do miss those parties...
Have taken it many times before and still do. I have absolutely no problem with drugs at all only with the manner in which people take/abuse them.
Last year I took MDMA probably 4 or 5 times either at festivals or at a party. I set myself strict rules such as minimum 2 week break between taking, ensuring you stay properly hydrated and making sure you eat a balanced diet before and after. You can tell peoples bodies/minds aren't been treated well when you see them after a 5 day bender on any drug not having eaten anything but a hotdog and having drunk a few cases of booze. Oh and the comedown is a lot easier if your responsible.
I have tried almost every drug publicly available and a few that are harder to find, namely research chemicals. MDMA was absolutely amazing the first time I tried it but I don't think it has changed me or my outlook on life at all permanently. Contrast this with a high dose of mushrooms that gave me a life changing experience and brought me much closer to people I know. I can only imagine what DMT would do (yes I am too pussy to try this).
'ROLL' on festival season 2012
[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qPlBdAOp-7s]The Gemini Project @ Life Festival 2011 - YouTube[/ame]
Last year I took MDMA probably 4 or 5 times either at festivals or at a party. I set myself strict rules such as minimum 2 week break between taking, ensuring you stay properly hydrated and making sure you eat a balanced diet before and after. You can tell peoples bodies/minds aren't been treated well when you see them after a 5 day bender on any drug not having eaten anything but a hotdog and having drunk a few cases of booze. Oh and the comedown is a lot easier if your responsible.
I have tried almost every drug publicly available and a few that are harder to find, namely research chemicals. MDMA was absolutely amazing the first time I tried it but I don't think it has changed me or my outlook on life at all permanently. Contrast this with a high dose of mushrooms that gave me a life changing experience and brought me much closer to people I know. I can only imagine what DMT would do (yes I am too pussy to try this).
'ROLL' on festival season 2012
[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qPlBdAOp-7s]The Gemini Project @ Life Festival 2011 - YouTube[/ame]