Ask Nicky Anything About His Past Thread.



after H, what was your favorite drug and why? Least favorite?

3rd question, during all this, is there a particular situation that sticks out as "man I really fucked that person over"? If so can you talk about it?
 
after H, what was your favorite drug and why? Least favorite?

3rd question, during all this, is there a particular situation that sticks out as "man I really fucked that person over"? If so can you talk about it?


Meh, I don't think any of the others really compared.

I can say there were quite a few people that were hurt in the wake of all the stuff I did during that time period. Part of 12 step programs is making amends for those things, which I've since done via paying back money, or simply apologizing. The worst is having to sit down with family members and make amends, but it feels really good afterwards.
 
cakes you have a great understanding of what the 12 steps are designed to be. i was a drug counselor for many many years, and the reason most people failed is the "lack of faith" excuse. That or "doesn't matter if I use today. god will forgive me."
 
cakes you have a great understanding of what the 12 steps are designed to be. i was a drug counselor for many many years, and the reason most people failed is the "lack of faith" excuse. That or "doesn't matter if I use today. god will forgive me."

Addiction really fucks with peoples heads. If someone hasn't been beaten down enough to where they want to stop, they will come up with an excuse for why they can't. It's really hard to see this fallacy in yourself until even like a year after being sober, which makes it really tough.
 
I'm not sure what to think exactly at this point, lol@ this soft ass thread.

Ya its nice to know you overcame some odds, and I'm proud of you I really am - but big fucking deal. Go make iAma or something.

Half the AM's I know have a criminal and or druggy past, nothing new but I find it hilarious this comes up right after you caught feeling with that lockdown thread.

If you would have started this maybe two weeks ago it would be most interesting, and thoughtful but right now its such a blatant attempt to divert attention.

I mean I could care less about the lockdown thread either but it was amusing, and it is what it is, deal with it or don't deal with it, but don't start making soft ass threads about your hardships, that's some fugaazi shit.
 
What were some of the federal charges? Forgive me if you already told them, there is way too much crap to read in the lplockdown thread. Also props for talking about your past and being open, I hate people that just hide online.

edit: was the computer crime the only Federal?
 
If you are a recovering alcoholic/drug addict, why move to Vegas? Seems like the worst possible choice. Stuff is so easily accessible there.
 
If you are a recovering alcoholic/drug addict, why move to Vegas? Seems like the worst possible choice. Stuff is so easily accessible there.

That's a very good question. The truth is, drugs and alcohol are available anywhere if you want them. I spend most of my time in my place working, and don't really go out to clubs anyway, so wherever I live is about the same. Had I been 1 year into it, though, Vegas might not be very safe, especially on the strip. But most of Vegas is actually just a big suburb.
 
I don't really get how you guys can go from hating on Nicky to bashing Uber in the span of a few minutes. The two threads aren't all that similar. One is outting him for what some people think view as a violation of their privacy and trust and the other is him outting himself with all of the details of his drug and criminal past.

Uber has every right to be vigilant and pissed off, I mean can you really blame him? If I were him I would have smacked the shit out of him a long time ago, but instead he took the patient route (he was also really really depressed, but he didn't come out and say it, but you had to be BLIND not to see that!) and jumped on the chance to do just about the same fucking thing Nicky did to him.

Then again, Nicky does have a pretty turbulent past as he's shown by posting above and it does take a lot of guts to come out and openly admit to some of the really fucking stupid things he did, but he did the jail time and he's obviously learned his lesson, the hard way.

I'm not going to take sides at all here. Just calling it how I see it with the same information you guys have.

I think Uber is 100% justified for being pissed and milking this for what its worth, Nicky sure as hell didn't hold anything back when he would wail on Paul for the weird shit he blogged about, and certainly turned almost an entire community into a "fuck you uber" fest for a hell of a lot longer than just a few days. It dragged on for MONTHS. Some of it was funny and amusing, but you can't really believe that it didn't go on and on for too long, and that Nicky doesn't deserve a lot of this shit now.

He's right, many of you are sheep if you can't see that this is a sorta desperate or last ditch PR stunt type of thing. Its no coincidence that Nicky posted this to try and divert attention away from the shit fest in that other thread, and sure, maybe Paul is being a bit trigger happy, but he was kicked when he was down, and that's a fucked up thing to do to someone, and you would do the same fucking thing if it were done to you.

Look at it this way, you guys are constantly fucking with people left and right and not taking into consideration that there are ALWAYS consequences. Like the Waggenheim threads. Aside for being really creepy and just your average liar, what has he really done to any of you? Nothing. But here you guys are quick to forgive and forget and just target the guy more convenient and fun to pick on? Well, I'm not going to just sit by and keep quiet about this shit anymore. Heads are going to roll.

The reason I've been keeping quiet about it thus far is I was really hoping things would take its course, unfuck itself, and eventually blow over. Lessons would be learned, and harmony and lulz with plenty of hurr-durr and fails would assume its daily role. But this drama fest is getting out of hand.

As soon as the other admins and mods taking their investigative approach and have submitted their findings we'll post our report on it and ultimately our decision, and then I don't want to see anymore of this shit afterwards, or I will take action against you personally.

Overall, this is a FUBAR situation and I've had enough. Stop treating eachother like shit all the time. Hazing the new guys or joking around is fine, but lately you fuckheads have been going too far. So either you stop yourself, or I'll stop you.

Leave your smart ass comments to yourself this time, because you know I'm right about this.

Now unlike most of you faggots, I have work to do to make monies, so when I am good and ready I'll post everything up. Until then, quit fighting eachother and go do us both a favor and make yourselves money. Kids these days...
 
Can you pinpoint the triggers in your mind that when shit was at its lowest, they fired, and you became dedicated to your business?

What external or internal sources do you believe were driving factors in your past, current and continuing successes?
 
Can you pinpoint the triggers in your mind that when shit was at its lowest, they fired, and you became dedicated to your business?

What external or internal sources do you believe were driving factors in your past, current and continuing successes.


Oh don't get me wrong, being locked up was the driving factor in me changing. It wasn't until years after that I started my business.

Driving factors today are my love for running my own business as well as my love for the freedom to travel around wherever :)
 
1. I think the reason people need 12 step programs is because they don't have any willpower. If i had willpower to quit I'd have done it before my life got fucked up. As for the "god" thing, people who go to 12 step programs who are looking for an excuse to keep drinking will often say they don't want to believe in god as a reason for why the program "doesn't work for them". The reality of the situation is, 12 step programs don't require you to believe in a god, but a higher power, or something more powerful than yourself that can help you change. For me, for a while, that power was all the other people who were there trying to help me.

2. My primary source of motivation today is my love for what I do. I'm the type of person that gets really bored and lazy if I'm not extremely interested in what I'm doing. Luckily I've found a job that interests me and that I'm good at. For me, waking up and working is what I love doing, so it doesn't even feel like work.

3. 5 years probably married with a kid or two and a nice house somewhere quiet.

Makes sense, I wish my cousin had the guts to pull through like you did instead of ending up in jail again... maybe some day.

@Super, a lot of what you say holds truth. At the end of the day though, there is one striking difference between you and the rest of us 'cock suckers', absolutely no one here vested close to the amount of emotional energy you have towards nicky. Most, if not all of us come here for tits, laughs and drama.

You, having some kind of past with nicky(that doesn't correlate with what most of us come here for) has taken time + emotion to discover some universal human traits. You point to nicky and laugh like he's the only one who has them. They're very simple truths and can be found in anyone on earth if one looks carefully enough - They are,

Everyone is a hypocrite.
Everyone lies.
Everyone works to their own advantage.

If you wanted your revenge you got it man.

edit: I noticed as I was typing this that thread post count went down like 7 posts (all of supernova's posts), he hadn't stated anything else but his personal opinions.
 
I'm glad you came out of it and did something.

My brother took his own life last summer because he couldn't cope with the pain from methadone anyomre, it ruined our family and his four kids lives.

Selfish cunt.