Damm it - since you've said your going to kill yourself we have to report it or we go to jail when you break the law by offing your self.
Sigh.... Jon better report this thread to the local authorities or Clickbooth will
ON A MORE SERIOUS NOTE:
You said you spent hours and hours promoting things. What type of actual structure have you built? Sounds like you aren't doing PPC - so you need some flipping structure, a plan, or something.
Go read Eli's blog (seoempire part 1,2), Come read mine. Hell go buy an ebook

(Kidding) --- but the point is it sounds like at the end of this month you will be saying the same thing because you are bouncing all over the place. Spend just a few hours reading and learning - then get the hell out of the forums and blogs. Get out a pad of paper (dang - so 80's) and come up with a plan.
Then research topics.
Then research some keywords.
Then do something - build it bigger, better, stronger, faster.....
Or watch the Secret, look for your higher power, visualize the money, and come back and bitch next month
