As seen in the shitlist etc. I haven’t been providing my side of the bargain the past little while for some customers. I’m not coming here with an ego or trying to prove “my side”, I’m in the wrong and I’m trying to find a solution.
This is probably too much information and no one really cares, but I just feel I need to write out the details of the situation so the situation is at least understood. Not that it justifies it at all, I’m still in the wrong, but just so the details are known. Here’s the situation, three months ago I was invited to compete in a high level tournament in a sport that I’m heavily involved in. It was being put on by my coach and was being packaged as a pilot for TV networks which is somewhat of a first for our sport (BJJ). Anyways I took this opportunity very seriously and over the past few months I have been late on orders, less responsive and really just let the business slide. I have no excuse for this, I either shouldn’t have taken the orders or followed through. Up until a month ago orders were just late, I still provided refunds when customers asked, I just was much less responsive and took longer on turnarounds.
A month ago I was just a week away from the tournament, I then became completely unresponsive in this final week. I competed pretty well, and got caught up in the afterglow, stayed unresponsive. Then in practice a few days after the tournament I broke my arm in practice. I had to fly home and schedule surgery on it. By the time I got online after surgery many of my customers had put in paypal disputes, understandably so, and my account was beyond negative. This plus all the costs for the surgeries has left me in a big hole. I never meant for it to get to this point. The unresponsiveness after breaking my arm really sent things over the edge to this hole I’m in now.
The past few weeks I have been trying to get together the money to pay customers back and provide the orders to customers still interested in having their orders delivered. I’ve managed to provide some orders and some refunds here and there any chance I get. But now I’m at a point where I just am stuck. Too many customers have put in disputes. I am too far in the hole and things have halted. I don’t have the money to market the service or pay my team to do the work even if I got more orders. At this point everything has come to a halt and with a negative paypal balance I have no way of getting out of the hole. I don’t have any equity, a car I could sell or anything. Though I’ve made decent money online at times, I’ve never been much for material accumulation, I’ve always lived minimally. I like the mobility of living out of a suitcase. I’ve moved back to my parents house while trying to fix this.
The last thing I want to do is walk away and not pay my team or refund the customers who haven’t been delivered.
So this is where I’ve gotten to and I feel my only option here is to come forward, lay the cards on the table and hopefully find a way I can work things out.
Continued with my offer for resolution....
This is probably too much information and no one really cares, but I just feel I need to write out the details of the situation so the situation is at least understood. Not that it justifies it at all, I’m still in the wrong, but just so the details are known. Here’s the situation, three months ago I was invited to compete in a high level tournament in a sport that I’m heavily involved in. It was being put on by my coach and was being packaged as a pilot for TV networks which is somewhat of a first for our sport (BJJ). Anyways I took this opportunity very seriously and over the past few months I have been late on orders, less responsive and really just let the business slide. I have no excuse for this, I either shouldn’t have taken the orders or followed through. Up until a month ago orders were just late, I still provided refunds when customers asked, I just was much less responsive and took longer on turnarounds.
A month ago I was just a week away from the tournament, I then became completely unresponsive in this final week. I competed pretty well, and got caught up in the afterglow, stayed unresponsive. Then in practice a few days after the tournament I broke my arm in practice. I had to fly home and schedule surgery on it. By the time I got online after surgery many of my customers had put in paypal disputes, understandably so, and my account was beyond negative. This plus all the costs for the surgeries has left me in a big hole. I never meant for it to get to this point. The unresponsiveness after breaking my arm really sent things over the edge to this hole I’m in now.
The past few weeks I have been trying to get together the money to pay customers back and provide the orders to customers still interested in having their orders delivered. I’ve managed to provide some orders and some refunds here and there any chance I get. But now I’m at a point where I just am stuck. Too many customers have put in disputes. I am too far in the hole and things have halted. I don’t have the money to market the service or pay my team to do the work even if I got more orders. At this point everything has come to a halt and with a negative paypal balance I have no way of getting out of the hole. I don’t have any equity, a car I could sell or anything. Though I’ve made decent money online at times, I’ve never been much for material accumulation, I’ve always lived minimally. I like the mobility of living out of a suitcase. I’ve moved back to my parents house while trying to fix this.
The last thing I want to do is walk away and not pay my team or refund the customers who haven’t been delivered.
So this is where I’ve gotten to and I feel my only option here is to come forward, lay the cards on the table and hopefully find a way I can work things out.
Continued with my offer for resolution....