I'm sorry for creating yet another motivation related topic but I got no one else to ask.
I was chasing money and success so bad then I avoided living, going out, making new friends. Eventually avoiding an important part of life lead to a situation that I almost quit chasing money at all, in other words, I lack disiplin and commitment to do anything. Now also I have almost no friends I keep in touch.
I got money, time and good opportunities but my head is sticked up in my ass so deep that my brain does not work for me. I feel like I need to experience being screwed up in life, be broke or humilated etc to "learn" the value of my life so that I take care of myself and my future. I even sometimes think I prefer not to be existed, I'm not suicidal tho.
Has anyone been in a similar situation? What would you advise?
I was chasing money and success so bad then I avoided living, going out, making new friends. Eventually avoiding an important part of life lead to a situation that I almost quit chasing money at all, in other words, I lack disiplin and commitment to do anything. Now also I have almost no friends I keep in touch.
I got money, time and good opportunities but my head is sticked up in my ass so deep that my brain does not work for me. I feel like I need to experience being screwed up in life, be broke or humilated etc to "learn" the value of my life so that I take care of myself and my future. I even sometimes think I prefer not to be existed, I'm not suicidal tho.
Has anyone been in a similar situation? What would you advise?