Damn this video hit close to home. I'm living a similar life and we are about the same age.
I use my right hand, use my left hand, and occasionally experiment with homemade fleshlights. I'm not feeling the crazy hate, not feeling any hate really. Maybe I'm more intelligent, I understand it’s my fault.
I know I fucked up when my friends went to nightclubs and movies with girls and I stayed at home playing video games.
I've had depression, had thoughts about suicide (not murder). I've overcome it and been positive for over a year. Death is the coward’s way out. I'd rather travel the world and fuck a thousand prostitutes and die from STDs than suicide.
So now I'm working on my appearance and confidence, working and lifting weights. Will soon join some dating sites.
What’s funny is that I've made tens of thousands of dating leads, statistically people got laid and married thanks to me. and I'm such a newbie /facepalm
In before "cool story bro".